Sunday, December 20, 2015

Driving Class

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم


I arrived home from the daurah on the 19th. So hari ni, dengan penat yang tak hilang lagi, I attended a driving class (baru nak amik kelas, orang lain dah dapat lesen L kot haha!)

But never mind, I take it slow, lek lek sudah, in shaa Allah dapat gak lesen tu nanti huhu :p At first, I did not mind to learn automatic or manual car, pastu fikir balik hmm dapat firasat yang aku patut amik yang auto jelah, senang sikit hidup aku takyah nak gelabah tukar-tukar gear muahaha! =D


Next, I am planning to sit for ujian berkomputer tu at the end of December, tak pun awal Januari 2016. Huaaa lama lagi :( Bila boleh dapat lesen dan jadi pemandu yang berhemah ni bila bila bila?!

The driving class started at 10 in the morning. Ada two sessions with two different facilitators. The first faci was En Fareez. I swear to God he was soooo hilarious! We laughed all along the class tau, therefore it wasn't boring at all! Tapi bila masuk second session tu, faci tu was not as hilarious as En Fareez, and as we all know, aku kan sleepyhead so madah mengantuk je :(

Fuuuh, I got this thick book untuk dikhatamkan sebelum amik ujian berkomputer. Mampukah?

And then a part of my positive thinking whispered, "Takpe apedehal kita belajar semua ni ilmu kot, bukan semata-mata nak lulus exam. Be strong & yakin boleh!"

Eceh sounds confident & convincing je kan? Hahaha we'll wait and see lah how it'll turn out later. In shaa Allah kita belajar kerana Allah, Allah bagi faham, Allah bagi mudah. Yakin.

:)

10 Days

Alhamdulillah syukur;

I had been going through 10 days of living in a complete different way. By different I mean, totally different! A good one, though :)

I had been learning & been exposed to deeper knowledge on Fiqh and Tawheed. Each and every day I had been experiencing new things, new knowledge. I had the chance to get know many beautiful and lovely sisters there. MashaAllah they were all very friendly and it was a pleasant process of knowing them. They were all from different ages and backgrounds but we all gathered at one place with one same reason; untuk mengejar redha Ilahi.

Though living there wasn't exactly as comfortable as living at our own home, but never mind, we were all very comfortable with each other, macam dah lama kenal. Or in other words, kita belajar hidup secara zuhud, secara sederhana. Tak kira apa pangkat & darjat, kat sini, kita sama-sama hamba Allah, kita sama-sama nak tuntut ilmu Allah, kita sama-sama nak dekat dengan Islam, dengan Allah, dengan Rasulullah, kita sama-sama nak dapat syafaat Rasulullah di akhirat nanti, in shaa Allah.


A muslimah session & discussion with Ustaz upon Fiqh. 

There were two Ustaz who taught us throughout the daurah. MashaAllah, sungguh, ianya suatu kesempatan yang sangat bermakna untuk bertemu dengan dua orang yang 'alim tentang ilmu Feqah dan Tawheed. Seronok belajar dengan diaorang. Sangat berilmu, sangat kelakar & very humble. And I had always love their advices. Itulah yang aku rasa paling berharga; ilmu & nasihat mereka. Tak pernah jemu beri nasihat dan teguran untuk kita sama-sama jadi lebih baik, lebih sedar diri yang kita ni bukan sesiapa tanpa Allah.


Kitab-kitab dan buku nota yang aku bawa; untuk dhobit segala ilmu & nasihat Ustaz.


Believe me when I say that my 10 days routine kat sana hanyalah makan, tidur, solat, belajar, makan, tidur, solat, belajar. Kekadang tu memanglah rasa penat belajar tapi kekadang tu rasa lagi penaaat tidur kot? Hahaha. Pastu during kuliah tu mengantuk lagi haaaaa ada je gangguan bila nak belajar ni ek? Standard ah tu. Belajar kat sekolah pun ngantuk kan? Tapi aku gagahkan hati, sadokan kelopak mata untuk dengar semua ilmu yang Ustaz nak sampaikan sebab tak pandai, tak gifted, maka haruslah kuat walaupun kekadang kuliah sampai pukul 12 atau 1 pagi. In shaa Allah, semua tu ilmu tu bermanfaat untuk diri sendiri, dunya & akhirat :)

Another exciting part was the fact that Sheikh Nuruddin came here to give a little talk on Hadith and Fiqh. Dia sangat kelakar okay, though I can't deny that I may had been a little sleepy hahaha. I mean, I'm like, sleepy all the time kot? Huhu :p




Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Back On Track

                                                              بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم


I've been always always always love writing. I write basically everything & anything!

Since I was in a boarding school two years ago, my strong passionate determination on writing had been stopped for a while & was deteriorating since all I gotta write were English & Malay essays for the exams & write my homework.

But now that I've completed high school, I'm back on track & I believe I will have so much more time on writing compared to the past two years. And, I still love writing ya know, so here I am, writing.

& so, I will keep writing...